This edition of things no one cares to see on facebook:

Allow me to so easily demonstrate the conditioned mind: I want you to google your country's modern jet fighter. Then, I want you to google the price of just one. Keep that number in mind. Now I want you to google the cost of ending poverty in your country. Feel free to post results. Then ask yourself if this is the sort of moral world children deserve to be raised in? Perhaps go deeper as to ask yourself, "Why have things become this way?"

Extra credit question: How much would it cost to end GLOBAL starvation and how many countries cooperation would it take to end it?

We're not living in "1984" because, it was published. We're not living in "A Brave New World" because, it was published. These works weren't simply a sci-fi tale of distopian future, these were predictions based off of critical observations of society. Orwell and Huxley even exchanged correspondence arguing over who's vision of the future was more correct. So, did they breathe a sigh of relief before passing on? No. They observed the changes and adaptation of the methodology used to coerce the public into a future neither could have predicted but both had feared. An old dog can always learn new tricks, especially one that's had so much practice already! To think we worship such vain figures like the "royal" family of the U.K. Parasites that rose to power how? Hmmm? How?! Destroying the livelihoods of our ancestors! We've all been taught to forget though haven't we...

One day, perhaps I can make my ancestors proud as I know that it is Wallace blood that flows through my veins and the blood of a many a proud men and women! We say they are "not forgotten" but it is how they are remembered that matters! We do ourselves no honor in the otherwise and this is why the old ways must be remembered! Honor and respect must be remembered! Not just to ourselves but unto eachother! Unto this unique life that exisits today and cast down those who seek to destroy this divinity that is life on Earth lest we never progress and condemn ourselves to extinction! Condemn ourselves to this hell which we are so quickly creating in less than a blink of the cosmic eye!

This video got me stirred enough to write another blog.

If We Cared About The Environment Like We Care About Sports

“Films, football, beer, and above all, gambling filled up the horizon of their minds. To keep them in control was not difficult….”  -1984 by George Orwell

Beautiful Specimen

...Or actual matters impacting the world. Just points out how immature our society is (similar to what Epstein pointed out in his essay, "The Perpetual Adolescent") with it's sports obsession. People just don't understand the level of destruction our mindless consumption of resources has brought us! I mean McD's consumes around 1 million pounds of beef... Well where does that beef come from? Thin air? That million pounds of beef has to be fed with around 3 million pounds of grain and how much land does that require!? And that's just freakin McDicks! Just consider every fastfood chain on the planet! And people have this wall in their head that prevents them from ever putting two and two together to see the big picture! A trend of ONE BILLION PEOPLE almost EVERY TEN YEARS!!! This trend just emerging in the last 30/40 years! No one thinks of the animals... No one thinks of the scale of what that sort of demand requires.... and that's how our species ends... Too distracted with B.S., like what football team is going to win the freakin Superbowl this year. That's the damn wall!

And I do believe, that what I described, adds to this metaphor.

Another Rage (Cancer and Apathy)

THE GREED FOR OIL IS A FUCKING CANCER! Complete and utter cancer on the planet, civilization, and the individual! We have NEVER EVER had a need for oil! E V E R! It is part of the slave mechanism of this planet and it will and IS leading us to our fucking doom! TAR SANDS!? FRACKING!? ARE WE COMPLETELY INSANE!? This madness is destroying literally everything but the bank accounts of those who've embraced it!

I mean, I am sure that the critical thinkers of the past must have thought of the invention of the oil internal combustion engine, "What a marvel, but this machine spews black clouds of poison! It should not be massed produced."

Or something along that nature. They KNEW that, even at that time, fossil fuels were not the only choice in fuels! I mean we've been rapidly marketing something that absolutely harms the environment and causes cancer. It's pure poison and even when studies and the discoveries showed how detrimental it was to produce this cancerous machine it was largely IGNORED and continued to be marketed! I mean people are fucking so damn ignorant anyway! What choice? What choice? As if the average human being would know of it's harm anyway!

And oil is ABSOLUTELY part of the SLAVE MECHANISM! Here we have men hard at work to suck up every drop of it! WORSE we have men willing to send mankind to their deaths for it! WORSE YET, we have men willing to send men to KILL, MURDER, STEAL, from rivals, sovereign nations, INNOCENT MEN WOMEN AND CHILDREN! OIL IS A COG IN THE SLAVE MACHINE! And by god it so empowers the fiction of the paper currency!

Speaking of cancer! The cancer INDUSTRY IS A CANCER! Another fucking cog in the slave machine! HOW MUCH AROUND YOU IS AN ADDED RISK FACTOR TO CANCER!? That food you eat, that beverage you drink, THE AIR YOU BREATH!? EVEN THE VERY TREATMENTS THEY GIVE! Does the left hand know what the right hand is doing? Absolutely! Oh but we're responsible? It's our fault? Yes in many ways. Mostly because we've let our responsibility to ourselves and to society fall on the shoulders of another! Trustees, presidents, CEOs, but obviously we're not completely to blame.

Who loves power? Who loves control? Who can get ahead in a society that says these things are the most important parts of existence? MONEY, POWER, CONTROL, right? The psychopath craves these things and they're the ones willing to step on people to get them! And we have a society setup to SUPPORT THE PSYCHOPATH! WE HAVE A SOCIETY THAT IS EVEN SETUP TO TRAIN PEOPLE INTO BEING PSYCHOPATHS! JUST LOOK AT WHAT'S ON TELEVISION! LOOK AT ADVERTISING! LISTEN TO (well don't) POP MUSIC! WHAT DO HIP HOP ARTISTS RAP ABOUT SO MUCH!?

WE HAVE COME TO LOVE OUR SERVITUDE! PERIOD! You don't remember why we went to Iraq? How is Afghanistan doing? How is Libya doing? OH THE DICTATORS! THE DICTATORS! WE INSTALLED THOSE DICTATORS! 9/11! 9/11! WHERE DID THE TERRORISTS EVEN COME FROM!? You think Saudi terrorists need funding from Saddam!? WHO WAS THE BIN LADEN FAMILY?!


So we have NO PROBLEM sending young men and women TO DIE! Tarnish there souls with the deaths of... I don't need to repeat myself. We have no problem... We have no problem... Fucking apathy. Apathy, something else I wanted to rage about but... I don't know if I'll ever get around to it lol.

Soldier - Soul-Dier. What do you think all the decorations are for? Honor right? What's the stars you got? What's the oak leaf you got? Oak cluster... The colors... The pins and stripes! You really just don't think about the MEANING! IT ALL HAS FUCKING MEANING! You aren't a PROPER SACRIFICE if you're put into the grave without the proper decorations!

No, fuck it. I'm not done. APATHY so much apathy!!! You don't think you should be upset that around 60% of US citizens are overweight!? Do people even fucking realize!? I mean the masses SHOULD have long been aghast when it was 25%!!! THIS IS A SERIOUS EPIDEMIC! THIS IS SERIOUSLY TROUBLING AND IT'S BLOODY WORLDWIDE!

But hell, 25-40% OF AMERICANS AREN'T EVEN SURE IF THE EARTH REVOLVES AROUND THE SUN OR VICE-VERSA! I'LL PUT MONEY ON IT! So how could the masses even be intelligent enough to... IQ! The AVERAGE IQ of Americans is LESS THAN 100! Probably not even that shocking. The IQ test can be discredited... but people... The amount of resources that the US has at its disposal should (in theory) produce a country of geniuses! Instead, it's full of ignoramuses! Funny enough, the mass population of India gives the probability of having as many geniuses as the US has people!  

The Struggling Teenager (Interview with Myself)

Introduction: So I'm not sure as to what year it was when I had this chat with myself (probably around 16-18). I thought I'd share it just as something that other readers that age might identify with and perhaps come away with something better when thinking about themselves. I also recommend this process of self exploration as it is recommended by professionals.

So...

How are you?

I am depressed.

Whats up?

Well I guess its that I can't get along with the majority of you.

Why?

Well... I guess that I don't fit in with any of you.

Why?

Well several issues I am very concerned about.

What?

Well the sides of the issues I am concerned about conflict, I really feel like I have no allies or people I can relate to. I have to be a fake in order to preserve the friendships I have and hide what I am so passionate about.

Why are you so sure you cannot be yourself?

Because that leaves me open to attack and ridicule which I have been enduring and for the majority of my time here, trying to avoid.

Why do you breed such conflict?

Well like I said its what I am passionate about. Its made me somewhat anti-social, I rarely talk to anyone I know, even avoid talking to some. I haven't talked to friends that I made from high school in a long time, they were good friends for the most part but because we cannot see eye to eye I see no practicality in our friendships.

How are they so different from you?

Well, in a certain perspective we are very much the same in opposites. You understand? For example I have a few redneck friends and a few evangelical friends, I seldom bring up issues that would cause conflict but I feel its my duty as a human being to do as such, but I don't, so now I avoid them.

So stop avoiding them.

Well I can't really do that, they don't even live on the same coast I do.

Why not call them?

And what am I going to say? Its not like my life is all that interesting and calling just to say, "Hi." just seems idiotic.

Its not idiotic.

Yes you are right. It preserves relationships, but every conversation is the same: "Hey man. Haven't talked to you in a while. So you working? Hows college? New girlfriend? Seen anyone from H.S.? Any new games? Seen any movies? Ya I don't know when I'll be visiting again. Alright peace." So it might preserve a relationship but nothing substantial is accomplished.

I see. Why don't you make new friends?

Well use the previous answers as reference to why, also, I think my personality is fucked up.

Well you are a bit of a negative nelly.

Ha ha ha. Yes but thats not who I try to be. I am not like some fucking fagot emo or a goth. I don't try to project negativity onto other people, I don't bring up subjects that would lead to my persecution, I try to be as positive as I can and be that smiley face zombie that society wants you to be. Some how they see something though that I am not aware of, I carry myself differently somehow and they mark me in their cross hairs for destruction. Its been this way since I moved out of California, since the 5th grade, endless boundless ridicule and hate and its not like I am that different from other males, I love women, loud music, danger, and adventure, I think I am fairly good looking so as for being targeted because of my looks I think is on the bottom of list as reasons for people hating me.

You mention that you love women, have you had much success there?

Well, no, its completely my fault, I make too many mistakes.

What do you mean?

Well before I drew back into my shell, I tried to be more expressive and aggressive as I could be for someone coming out of their shell. Say, for example, a turtle poking its head out to investigate its environment for the first time in 10 years. I was (and still am) very awkward. I came across as a wierdo, stalker type, I never followed the girls that I was interested around or constantly write them love notes or try to talk to them, however, I did try a couple of times to conveniently be placed in predicaments where we would be together, somewhere on the scale of "accidentally bumping into each other or trying to get a dance, or some school related event.

Sounds innocent.

Ya but for someone like me at the time who wasn't at all popular and was associated with social defectors its wasn't.

What about now?

Well I practically fear society.

How so?

Well with how I have been treated throughout my life it shouldn't be a surprise that I shy away. I want to be with people so much, but I am afraid of them just as much. I can't make eye contact with a girl. I can look at her, but once we make eye contact it triggers the thought that "Great... she must think I am just a pervert checking her out." or "God guy take a picture, freak." "Why is this ugly guy looking at me?" no positive thoughts ever come out, its especially awkward in confined areas like subway trains to see a beautiful girl sit across from you and have to avoid making eye contact as much as possible. I do really think women, for the most part are above me, some unattainable treasure or something. I really have tried to move past my fears but its incredibly difficult and I hate myself for it.

You know that lots of women feel the same way.

Yes, but its a mind block in hand with past experiences, bad experiences, and its not like you can just look at someone and go, "They feel the same way I do, she should be totally be approachable." I mean they say it all the time in magazines and shit, "Guys, are so afraid to even talk to me. Come on just say, hi." or "I just want a confident guy." well I am definitely not confident, so I must be out of the picture. frankly I think I have been brainwashed, beautiful women are unattainable because they deserve someone better looking, I honestly believe it too sometimes, I'll just look at a woman and say to myself that I am just not good enough, I don't deserve someone like that. I mean I have had the rare occasions that I was approached by the opposite sex who would have loved to date me but they were all fat and ugly! What that tells me is I am on their level, that I am fat and ugly. I am not trying to be shallow but I just believe you should get what you put out sometimes. I work to stay in shape so I want to meet someone who does the same, not someone who eats at McDonald's or doesn't know when to hold off on the buffet. Their were also on the rarest of occasions that I was approached by very attractive females, one that even talked to me for quite some time in store, and even though I felt comfortable and connected, I never asked for her number. I kick myself all the time for shit like that. Right now my brain is just stuck on the idea that she deserves someone better, a guy who has better hair or rippling abs. So ya I guess you can say that I have been brainwashed into the exterior attraction, but that is where I say on a partial level that you are wrong. I want to meet a woman who thinks, there is no way I could have a relationship with the little bitches that they have on shows on MTV, but there is nothing wrong with attraction to exterior beauty. I mean all these stupid people saying that its wrong, its just ridicules, you can be beautiful and intellectual, its just that celebrities like Paris Hilton, and Lindsey Lohan, and Jessica Simpson have brought beauty into being a target because of their huge acts of stupidity. Frankly I think the Hilton sisters are fucking ugly and need to be shot but thats just me.

Wow. Thats a lot to digest. I see your point though. So you said you fear society, but is it just women?

No, men too. There is like a new era of homophobia where anything involving another man can be construed to being homosexual, also the way a person acts, so I am constantly thinking way to much about shit I shouldn't have to. The way I walk, look at somebody, or dress, always concerned it could be construed to something gay, sometimes I'll over think the situation and give people the wrong ideas, that I am thought of as less than a man even. So I am concerned with how other men view me, I mean I haven't had a female relationship since junior year of high school and during my freshman year of high school, some of the chicks I was interested in, turned out they thought I was gay and thats why they liked hanging out with me when I thought they were interested, I even had a girlfriend at the time! And I am not really aggressive with approaching women so even some ex-friends of mine were suspicious of my sexuality especially since I had little history of relationships with women, no pictures or stories to tell. I don't keep any mass collection of porn, I don't openly gawk at women who are scantily clad like the other guys who might be with me, they just say "Who cares." and they're right. I mean I don't know that person and probably won't see them again but I just feel bad about it and I shouldn't, there really isn't anything wrong with looking. My dad is the same way, he will be like "Hey look at her!" and I am its not like I didn't or I don't, for some reason it just has to be obvious, and I mean a lot of guys including my dad will just be so loud about it like they want them to hear. Anyway, bottom line is that I love women but I am afraid to act on responses that are natural.

Well this has been quite in depth...

No not really.

Ah, well you have opened my eyes at least.

So are we going to stop the interview here?

Yes, this really has taken a lot of energy I am sure.

Well, I did just drink a Sobe eSSential energy drink, but I am starting to get jumbled with my thoughts so I guess it is time to call this one to an end. I do feel a bit better now though.

Glad to hear.

Ya but likely it will only last a few minutes.

Question to the people!

Now I know many have me blocked for obvious reasons and I hope some how this reaches you! I have a question for you! Why do you consent to murder?! Especially in situations in which a person of fictional authority commits murder? Why do you allow this to happen? I'll even go as far as to say that all of you who did not take action are complicit to such events or even an accessory to them if you watched the video in which this man was murdered by police!

Now police and their methods of brutality and murder has been around for a long time (centuries if you wish). They've murdered and bludgeoned many and yet when caught red handed - and the world to be allowed to witness - that not even my close family members who might know of such an event would even taken action against had they possibly known.

Again why do you grant your consent to MURDER?! The murder of a homeless man! Is it because he is homeless?! Let's remove that word and just leave it at man. That does not strike a chord? How about "son" like the picture states. "This could be your son." No not suggesting you dress up as a shirtless cowboy if you don't know as to what they are referring to. To clarify, what they are referring to is that this son of a Mother and Father this son of OUR SOCIETY was murdered by police! The death of THOMAS KELLY and the current freedom of his murderers is INEXCUSABLE as the the last unfortunate soul to meet his doom at the hand of an oppressor! This is a stain on our society and you should all be just as outraged less you have forgotten your HUMANITY and therefore lack that EMPATHY which makes you human and not machine!

  

Passionate Empathy

Passionate

"Oh but I am passionate. I send my money to those programs about the starving children!" And people will get angry if you confront them about this, "Oh well why aren't you doing anything about it!?" I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT! But we can't do this alone. There can't be a lone wolf. There can't be a hero. There can't be a leader. Because when you have a leader you let that responsibility go. You let the responsibility go to that one person and you put yourself under a spell. "It will take care of itself. Just give it time. The next person we vote in will fix everything!" But of course he/she doesn't, and then you get older and you forget and you become stubborn no matter what walk of life you come from. "Didn't this happen before? Didn't that man I voted in, didn't he say he would do this that and the other thing that would help make my life better? Make the world better?" That's why you would vote somebody into leadership wouldn't you? But people don't even ask that anymore. They just ask, "Is he Republican? Is he Democrat? Is he this party? Is he that party?" Never really investigating what the other person running for office is saying and never believing anything negative about your leader even if your leader is delivering insults to you. When you do you really find it's quite similar like when Bush ran against Gore in 2004... They actually gave the same speeches verbatim. That doesn't creep you out? That doesn't make you think a little? "Maybe these people are just saying what I want to hear? COULD IT BE POSSIBLE!?" ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY MY FRIEND!

Empathy

WATCH THIS

This kid is so brave. I wish when I was his age I could have come forward with what I was confronted with. When you're bullied you kind of accept it as being normal. And people don't understand this has serious psychological impact. All the way into Senior year I was bullied. Most people just brush it off like, "Oh yeah, that's normal. There is always that kid or kids in that situation of developing. That's just normal. Everyone faces their own demons." Yeah well not very many like that. Apparently not something you would understand unless you were there. That is called not having any empathy. A very important part of human nature of what being human is. And if you notice in the world there is not a lot of HUMAN EMPATHY because as you can see to what we are doing to the planet and NO ONE GIVES A FUCK! I ask them why they feel this way? Does everything just take care of itself? Like a robot? Humanity is losing it's empathy and continued to being couched to losing it's empathy. That's why no one really cares why we go to war! Oh you care. You care right? When you look at the news and say, "OH HOW TERRIBLE! How could they do such a thing?" Without taking any action. Without even trying to change any part of your life except for what the television tells you. You continue to buy from sweatshops, buy from endangered environments, buy from slavery, buy from death! AND YOU EVEN KNOW THIS!!! And yet you continue to do it anyway.

Such a curse to lose one's empathy.