LD3

A short entry.
It's hard to remember what occurred in the dream before the point of lucidity. I remember only that I was standing, no knowledge of my surroundings. I was looking at my hands and then asked for my guide or higher self. A pause of silence and either I re-entered a complete dream state or I simply woke up soon after.

LD2

An interesting dream... Where it started I can't remember but where it ended made it quite unforgettable.

From what I can remember, before entering into lucidity, I was set up in a very Western middle/upper class bedroom. I was not alone. In the bedroom with me, pacing anxiously, was the vivacious Val Fil.

Like in the dreams of many she called me to her and full of lust we ravaged each other (apparently I was already naked). However, she abruptly stopped me from kissing her to mention something along the lines of concern for being late for an important event.

The dream changed quickly and physically as I observed my surroundings molding into a backstage guest room area. She was already leading me out of the bed and towards the doorway and I somehow managed to put clothes on. In a matter of seconds we entered through the door to a HUGE concert venue and, unexpectedly for me, heading towards the stage from behind a mass of security and staff holding back a wall of people. From the edge of the stage back as far as the eye could see was a mass of people.

I was out in front and Valeria had some how disappeared. It very quickly became obvious, as I noticed the band waiting on stage, that I was to take the role of lead vocalist. Still on the way to the stage a single fan, with long black hair and dressed all in black, managed to squeeze past security and even had the fortune to be able to wait for me before I got on stage.

He was very happy to see me and I gave the fan a hug. He said something of importance for the dream but unfortunately I can't remember what. Security managed to gain optimal control of the crowd and took the lucky fan away. As they did one of the security staff mentioned to me, "That was a bad idea." I guess I still hadn't realized my roll as a truly amazing and apparently quite famous artist.

I took to the stage and warmed up the audience all of whom were reving to throw down. Even I was amped with anticipation and I looked to the band, focus and determination in their eyes. Cued the DJ and we were about to rip this show apart, but then the music started. It was soft and dreary. The band and myself stood in shock for a moment before glaring at the DJ to set things straight as he fumbled with the controls. At this moment though, the dream went completely lucid. It was as if the interruption was intentional.

As I came into consciousness I recalled the last lucid dream that I had and that perhaps I lost control because I was not using my triggering mechanism enough (my hands). For a time I seemed to be checking my hands every couple of seconds. I was super excited and determined to have a long and effective lucid dream.

I lept off the stage and into the crowd, which was now completely silent and simply staring. Not an uncomfortable stare but simply a look of interest and curiosity. I attempted to will myself into flight but failed. After the moment of failure I was stuck by the thought that someone else was in the dream with me! Perhaps I could communicate with them (yes still confused as to the power of a lucid dream). At this point I had walked pretty far into the crowd. I called out to Val and searched the crowd for her quite quickly and effortlessly. It dawned on me that she had disappeared after entering through the doorway heading towards the stage.

It was as if everything in the dream was still, like a captured moment that I was able to explore. So I thought that if she had left my side when I entered near the stage then that is where she must be located. I made my way rapidly towards the stage and spotted her almost immediately. I was however forgetting to check my trigger mechanism and, without my knowing, I was losing control over the dreamscape.

I embraced her and began making out passionately and soon lucidity was completely lost and the dream took control and memory fades.

"Circumstances" from the nightlife before I fell asleep probably played a large roll in the sexual nature of the dream.

Lucid Dreaming 1st Lucid

Lucid dreaming is a term used to describe the state of consciousness when a person becomes "awake" during a dream. Lucid dreaming can be used as a means of spiritual growth or for pure fun because in this state one is in almost complete control of their environment. For more information on lucid dreaming please feel free to check out: Spirit Science or in5d

My journal looks exactly the same!

This will be my first entry on my own personal experiences which can be quite personal. I hope you enjoy reading these for the sake of entertainment and not as a guide to learning how to lucid dream, sorry. I hope, however that if the reader has experienced lucid dreaming them self they can relate to my stories.

These are republished from my personal dream journal and I highly recommend that if you wish to start lucid dreaming that keeping a dream journal is a good step in the right direction. Enjoy!
 
Finally after four attempts I managed a lucid (I had been practicing different of inducing lucid dreams for the past four nights). This occurred while I was sleeping in reception (I was working at a hostel which has a bed in the reception office for 24 hour service). When I became lucid I maintained control of the dream for about less than what I perceived as 30 seconds. Triggering the lucid state might have been helped by listening to a website called rainymood.com. I was in a dream state before finding the trigger mechanism (triggering mechanism refers to an object or body part you designate in your mind, after practicing, to use in order to trigger lucidity), which I designated as my hands. Dream consciousness began when I made attempts at personal flight (you know, like superman).

I was outside in what appeared to be a parking lot behind what was possibly a large materials outlet. As I grew more conscious I made sure to look at my hands. I believe there may have also been trees around me or at least for sure I know that there was at least one that I climbed when I had  initially failed to simply lift myself up off the ground.

Oh shit! Save me Dave!

Trying to fly, for me, was difficult. I couldn't just stand there and will myself, I had to try jumping. Finally after several attempts I was overcome with joy when I was finally off the ground and flying away from the tree, however without much control like an astronaut after an unfortunate mishap in space. I was eager to travel around my dreamscape! However when I turned my attention to the sky my attention was pulled into something very luminescent, to say the least.

No it wasn't you but close enough.

I was awe struck. It was like I had just started on a really great mushroom trip. It was powerful. However I can't quite remember what it was. It was so jarring to see this awesomeness (and actually this effect repeats itself in many of my lucid or near lucid dreams), when it occurred I began to loose lucidity. The only way I can describe it is similar to the presence of something massive like a sun with planetoids orbiting or perhaps simply floating around it. All were yellowish gold in color and all that it brought to my mind then other then the sun was perhaps a "great eye". I was fixated, perhaps hypnotized and could not maintain control. Lucidity was lost and I could not will myself into flight. Memory fades...

DLB 11 GTA 4 Zombies and Aliens Mod

Been a while since I had an entry to this particularly just because I've been lazy and dreams have mostly not been that vivid or interesting. Last night was an exception. Let's begin.

Sorry guys but you were written in the script as Marine #...

So this goes on like a chain dream (one dream connected or morphing into the next) but I can't really remember the first or even the second (I know they were there because I had been woken up in between and new I had them) but the third dream picks up at what would be an ending to what is best described as an Aliens movie. Basically me and some lady are all that is left of the survivors as are crew/platoon/whatever was wiped out while on some creepy sci-fi ship/base.

We thought that the xenomorph or whatever enemy had been wiped out but we both had a bad feeling about the whole thing. As the last man on board with the only woman I knew it was probably only a matter a time before I met the same fate as the rest of the crew as these situations typically go and low and behold the moment came.

We needed to separate. For whatever reason we had come upon lift which could only be designed by writers of suspense... Assholes. I volunteered to go through the small shaft and down the elevator while the woman stayed behind to work the controls and lower me to my fate, because for whatever reason it just had to be done.

I'm sure nothing like that will happen...

We parted ways and with weapon in hand I ventured cautiously into the ever darkening shaft. Only a soft glow of orange light illuminated the industrial world around me until I mad it to the other side. Upon my arrival I signaled to her to begin lowering the small elevator. Then something happened. My consciousness came into play albeit briefly, but long enough for me to realize that not only was the dream becoming less illuminated but I realized that my mind must also be going to a very dark place and that soon this would become a nightmare!

I used the will of my mind then and there to change the direction of the dream immediately. I gave myself the persona of an extreme hero! No monstrous beings or entities were going to hold me back! I'm going to kick ass and take names! The elevator stopped. The area was more lit. I ran in with guns blazing! Some how already recognizing who was with the good, the bad and the ugly. Though I'm not quite sure now whose side I was on it was apparently linked with Umbrella Corporation. Indeed the dream had changed drastically and I was helping a team of somebodies take down another team of somebodies.

 The enemy had been whittled down to just a few and we closed in to question the survivors... but before we could we all realized we were endanger for a super human, known as Krauser, was closing in on us. Before we could react effectively the genetically manipulated man, with almost a dragon wing of an arm, attacked with lightening speed.

He is a fierce asshole.

Desperate gunfire from both sides attempted to bring the monster of a man down, but he was to quick. Knocking around opponents like rag dolls to the left and right and quickly bringing his attention to me and knocked me down some stairs before I could fire. Down this stairwell I quickly regained my composure and he came at me. I narrowly avoided his head crushing attack as I rolled toward the stairs away from the wall and began sprinting up. The others, to whom I did not know were fighting for or with, began planting explosives. And ran for exits while myself and a few others were left to deal with the superhuman madman.

Krauser dashed from the stairwell into the center of the room and I began to open fire. Quick, like moves in the matrix, he avoided my every shot. Soon he was upon me and my fate was sealed, but just then someone else had opened fire and struck Krauser in the leg. Great news until his wing like arm knocked me off my feet and sent me flying into a large 20x40 foot window.

Several stories up surely I was going to go squish on the pavement, but no. Just then the explosion propelled me forward. It propelled me far enough to the point where I cleared the street below me and was poised to land in a large pond next to the city park. Yes the skyscraper was right next to a relatively large body of water (large to have in the middle of a city). Then I noticed, the city was infested with undead... and they were even in the water. The calamity of the action in the tower had not gone unnoticed. Even this body of water was teaming with undead.

Uhh... Hi.

I had to move quickly to get to shallower waters and escape. The pond was man made and surprisingly you could see the bottom of it. As I made it to shallower waters I knew that I was finished. A large crowd had amassed and were eager to tear me apart. Finally I accepted my fate. I knew there was no escape. I accepted the idea of how the first bites would be quite painful and then perhaps I would feel nothing at all. I stood there waiting for the first one to strike. A young woman made the first attack and was quickly gnawing to get through my apparently protective tactical clothing.

Feeling the pressure on my arm I suddenly snapped out of this feeling of acceptance. I wanted to live damn it! I pushed her away violently and dashed through shallow waters. Cutting through the crowd like a football linesman on steroids. Bashing zombies to the left and right out of my path. Just as I was cutting through to the edge of the crowd I had tripped over one of the undead. I quickly stumbled to my feet and then the dream began to change. Thoughts turned to the idea of this scenario being part of a video game I was in and that I had found some sort of secret bonus area where if you killed the right zombie you might get a prize. Low and behold, my thoughts manifested and off to my left, not to for from me was a zombie loaded with rocket launchers strapped to its back. I would still have to some how manage getting through a light crowd but compared to where I just got through, she might as well be right out in the open! I was about to dart in when suddenly some voices from the park called out and began to open fire on horde of undead. Figuring that it would be senseless to risk being shot and eaten alive after all this luck of narrowly escaping death I ran to the voice.

Ya something like that.

I fell unconscious after reaching them. A rag tag gang of well armed men but apparently I was in Africa as all of them were black. I woke up in a hospital. Daylight, and no one was around. Typically hospitals are a bad place to be and particularly creepy when no one's around so I got out as quickly as possible. Only while running down a dirty street did I realize I was barefoot and wearing only a pair tattered pants and shirt. It would have made sense considering what I had just been through. Fortunately for me I ran back into the gang that rescued me. They were happy to see me and had apparently secured this particular area for them to operate in. They had quite a collection of weapons and gave me a set. Basically I was stocked like a player in GTA. That's where the dream ends unfortunately.

One Night in Korea (Comic)

DLB 10 New Year New Crazy!

Pretty happy with my dreams last night. They were quite vivid, memorable and entertaining to say the least. It's an unlinked three parter because I was woken up between each, so here goes.

I'm starting to believe the likelihood that I probably spent a past life in either WWI and/or WWII. I keep having repeating dreams of the same locations, however, every time I dream it, the scenario is always different... expanded perhaps. Interestingly I am always an American soldier of no significant rank battling my way through a Nazi occupied city.

From where I can remember the dream began with my troop moving through the city with large numbers of American troops. In this dream the always reoccuring theme is Nazis retreating out of the city and several thousand being caught. As we made our way through the city, streets were full of marching German military, even the civilian sector or possible German residents if this was a German city. Lots of combat until we come upon what appears to be a German military base/fortress. It's walls appear old and built about from the medieval period but all the structures are relatively new though many keep hte same rock masonry appearance.

We come under small arms fire when our small team reaches the gate of this military base and take cover behind several large wooden boxes/containers and other miscellaneous objects. We manage to clear the gate of opposing forces after lobbing a few grenades/make-shift explosive devices resembling C-4. Our officer in charge raises from cover with a couple men to inspect the area and soon issue orders. In a matter of seconds he is cut down by a German who took position within the wall with a view over us from a small arched window. Many of the company open fire on the window, including myself, managing the killer blow.

With or without orders we rush the wall and secure the outer perimeter of the gate and see to our officer after bringing him to cover by the wall. He still manages to hang on as I can hear him talking to the other officers/non-commissioned officers while I proceed to watch to the perimeter.

Seen from the gate we were able to observe allied forces advancing from the opposite side of the fortress on what would appear to be the barracks or other large four or five story buildings. Unknown as to whether or not I received orders to do so, I start running down the outside alongside the wall from the direction where we had came. As I came towards the end of the wall a large number of civilians and german military were being marched out of the city. As I got closer, several Nazi officers emerged on their own from the corner of the wall where ordenance had blown the wall apart. The officers already had their hands to their heads and joined into the ranks of marching civilians and military. I run to the blasted gap in the wall and observe several troops in green and red uniforms running into combat and to and from a turret or tower position at the end  of the large building near where I just entered.

Confusion set into me as to whom the enemy was for I had never seen these green and red uniforms and not quite sure who they were firing at. I managed to sneak into the turret/tower and make my way towards the stares before I ran into two men coming down. We all froze until a few seconds past and the first man greeted me with, "Tere." Which is hello in Estonian. Not sure why, but I managed to greet him back and continue our conversation in English. He was very happy to meet me and perhaps a euphoric feeling had swept us both since we decided not to shoot each other, but mostly he was excited because of where I came from. No I know I said earlier that I was with an American military outfit but at this point in the dream I'm not sure because I'm quite certain I told him something that wasn't America. He told me he was from Turkey and exclaimed his excitement for us being from a country with much succesful experience in war which confuses me even more typing this as to where I came from. I mentioned something along the lines of, "...well hasn't your country been in many wars before." And he responded that they had been at war with X before and Russia. The dream was then interrupted.

From what I can make of this the first part is definitel WWII and I'm most certainly part of the American military from my rememberance of the weapons used and uniforms worn and this scenario building layout has been used on multiple occasions in my other WWII dreams. I assume that if I stayed with my American unit I would have probably connected with the familiar reoccurring dreams (this being the third time it would have occurred. Instead I end up near the same scenario observing soldiers in what would appear to be WWI or earlier uniforms and weaponry fighting on the same ground instead. The ones closest to me appeared to be wearing red and dark or forest green uniforms, while the ones in the distance that they were fighting appeared to be wearing grey. From what I gather I think I was witnessing one of the Russo-Turkish Wars. Something that occurred during the reign of the Ottoman Empire...

Next is my favorite and quite short. It starts in space! I'm literally floating outer space wearing a high-tech white space suit and observing the Sun and Venus with my Mother. We're there for the purpose of watching the planet Venus "awaken" from a distance. Venus is about the size of a marble you could hold about a foot and a half away from your eye but the sun is quite massive. We float and watch with high anticipation as the planet of Venus quickly and flowingly bursts into flames. Quite a sight that filled me with exuberance and, what might be expected, warmth. We chat with eachother and decide to head inside our white craft. I can't quite remember what it looked like but it was very smooth, curvy and relatively small but quite large for two people and the inside was quite cozy, a sort of high-tech home away from home feeling.

We made our way home as we know more amazing things were going to happen! Upon landing in some undisclosed location we make our way towards a beautiful beach of white sands with a vast view of a pristine ocean. To the left and right of me our some trees but with colors and leaf fall resembling Autumn and lots of green grass. As I observe and move closer I see many people joining us. Walking from all directions looking towards the sky and ocean. The sky is actually as if it were night as you can observe all the stars but the land is illuminated and bright. It's becomes extremely easy to see the planets of the solar system in great detail even as they appear unrealistically close to... whatever planet I'm standing on for pretty soon I notice another Earth. I point it out to my Mother and she says something along the lines that she knows. In a matter of seconds I view two more or even three more earth like planets. Everyone is able to observe this mysterious and amazing, beautiful phenomenon. The dream is then interrupted.

Next is quite strange and starts out like a video game I never played. Basically it's like some sort of tower defence game but you have your own castle that you must manage. It starts out very basic with one floor and you can purchase different items, weapons, and castle expansions. Each purchase brings about more options for your castle which apparently you're defending from some moronic breed of Orc. Anyway this "game" plays out for less than a minute before I get too intrigued in just building the perfect castle for myself (besides I got far enough in the game that now I have magic turrets that shoot some sort of crystal at the Orcs and it keeps them at bay).

After finishing my beautiful castle, it springs to life with people! Either that or people just matriculated in over the course of when I was building my castle. Anyway things get quite funny and sexual. There are a slew of beautiful girls but I'm having to becareful because for some reason a bunch of these girls are dirty whores. So I can't just sleep with any of them, so I end up running around the castle finding the right girls here and there. Then the next problem arrizes for finding the perfect place to sleep with them because apparently someone thought they would invite a bunch of douchebags into my castle who manage to find every little secret place in the castle! Anyway I eventually end up scoring and it's a giant sexy party.

Umm... What?

The End


P.S. I'm really not this shallow.

The Danger of the Belief in Ron Paul Reiterated.

This is a condensing of points I made to people who argued that voting for Ron Paul is the best thing they can possibly do.

Those among us, who aren't imbeciles, trolls, or paid "debunkers", openly aknowledge that 9-11 was an inside job. A catalyzing event organized by multiple governments and international organizations. The U.S. Government has, and continues to, work dilligently in the supression of this fact. If you are a U.S. citizen, this is OUR government and the system of power that exists and infuences everything in our lives.

Of course I mention 9-11 only because it's the most recent activity of such magnitude. You should know this sort of thing has been repeated throughout time and even now (obviously). Such events are not orchastrated through any lack of power or influence.

But you forgot that Obama is just a puppet.

You should know that almost every U.S. president is related. You should know upon recent years it has become much easier to manipulate public opinion. You should know that a man has never been put into the presidential office without concent from a "higher power". You should know that there has never been a honest election. You should know that the "two party" system currently in place is an illusion. Essentially, you should know better if you see the big picture of things.

If Ron Paul is placed into office he will do as instructed or face the consequences. You're using a system that is under complete and utter control. It doesn't matter if it's RP or some angel sent from heaven. Should you think that when RP goes into office he's going to reveal the man behind the curtain by shutting down the Fed or something? It's ludicrous! I currently don't doubt RP would go back on his words willingly and is indeed planning to carry out what he set to do to some extent either until he is stopped or new systems are put in to place! You must keep in mind that you're dealing with people with more power than you may know. That's why I say if you understand that 9-11 was an inside job, then you're placing blinders back on, but that is just one event! What of course is worse is what you don't see!

There are many many new laws that need to be repealed. Having one or two terms with Ron Paul as president isn't going to fix that. The whole major system has to be done away with for there to be any effective return for the investment of the people! Once he is out of office how is it that it can be assured that we stay on a path towards reperations and repairs!? It's not going to happen unless the system is completely washed away!

This is a message from Max Igan, whom thankfully made his two cents available just in time for my dutiful argument. If you don't want to bother reading what I just stated, listen to Max make what I am trying to tell you very clear.

Faith in RP is simply like an incomplete thought. RP is in office, now what? Radical reformations, that would not be made, would have to take place in his span of 4 or 8 years of presidency. He would have to usurp the house and senate to get things done properly. Let's pretend they will support him 100%. No beuracracy or red tape! Guess what? Ron Paul survives a term in office but what is this? Election comes again and the two party system is still in place but the people must know better now right? Surely nothing like the media is under control anymore? Ron Paul abolished the Fed just as promised! There is no longer a federal currency, what replaces it? We go back to the gold and silver standard right? We'll just open up Fort Nox? All the corpratocracies just roll over because of the power of RP? Hey weed is legal now too and in the hands of big pharma and big tabacco industries lets smoke that GMO product and just say, fuck it.